Week #2

I think I liked the concept/idea behind it better than the actual finished product, but still... Here is the fruit of this week's labor. :D

Snow Day

On a side note: My scanner is currently out of commission, so that means I have to take photos of my art, instead. I happen to find this extremely difficult, so, I don't know, the quality of these images isn't the greatest. :P

Week 1

I can't count the number of times I've received the suggestion/advice "draw something every day." Finally, I have decided to really make an effort to heed such advice. Each week, I will choose one or two of the projects I worked on during the week to post here; this should also help generate some updates/posts on my poorly kept blog. ;)

I hope you enjoy, and feel

free to leave comments. :)

The Mirror's Tale

Transfixed by the eyes

Gazing back from the mirror

"Someday

One day

Perhaps it will be clearer"

But the doubt, staring back

Only mocked her foolish hopes

Twisted

Tangled

Torn apart

Her dreams tied down

With iron ropes

It's hard to draw breath

When loneliness chokes it down

You push and pull

Attract

Repel

Crack a joke and fake a smile.

"They come, then they go,"

She cried,

"Or...

Do I pull away?"

The conscience in the mirror

Had no need to say.

~"As in water face reflects face, so a man's heart reveals a man."

Update!

First off, I do apologize for the lack of posts in the past... WOAH .... four months. O.O "Life happened," and then, to tell you the truth, I went through a very confusing time that was also void of any good inspiration for a new post. But I am back, or so I hope to be, and finished making excuses [for now]. :)

So, for a couple weeks I've been telling myself that I MUST write a new post...that slowly turned into, I MUST write a filler post...which has now turned into this, a quick update of little or no consequence. >_> I do have a few topics that will hopefully become subjects for posts in the next few weeks. If you know me, hold me to that, will you? Thanks.

Here are some of the general topics (in case you're interested):
Worth- how we view ourselves and may allow doubts regarding our worthiness of His plans for us to creep in.
Christmas Ornaments & Tennis Balls - (I'm going to leave it at that. Maybe you'll be curious enough to check here later to find out what in the world I'm thinking ;)
Love - The Greatest Commandment...the Greatest Gift.

In regards to my last post, the four month old one, my summer finished out very nicely. I had a wonderful time at both camps and saw many lives changed forever. God most certainly had some amazing things in store for us when we arrived.

Youth camp was a much needed time to stop and re-sort my brain, and my heart. While my mindset going into the week wasn't the greatest, as predicted, the week was an awesome experience and time of growing closer to God. One of the things He impressed on me while I was there was my eagerness or tendancy to rebuild walls that He had torn down -Walls within my heart that had hindered my relationship with Him.

Galations 2:18 - "For if I build again those things which I have destroyed, I make myself a transgressor."

Those words pounded me one morning, during our personal devotion time. I am not and never will be strong enough to tear down those walls myself. But when I asked Him to, and He did, it's as if I turned right around and scrambled to put them back up. In that section of Galations, Paul had just finished talking about how no sin is greater than another, they are all on an equally abominable level. And while I was earnestly seeking Him out, and pleading for Him to cleanse me, and help me grow stronger, I was still sitting there rebuilding walls, making myself a transgressor. That morning, one of the things I wrote was "If my goal is to truly give Him my undivided attention, that's not possible with a brick wall blocking my view."

I also had a bit a of a slap across the face when it comes to how I see myself. Completely unworthy...of anything and everything. While that's true and it's only by God's grace that we are saved, I was allowing that feeling of being "disposable" or worthless to overwhelm me. I struggled with the idea that I was a shame to Him, becoming blind to how He had used me so many times and given me opportunities, wrapped me in love. For some reason, this is still a struggle every once in a while, but the words of Hebrews 11:6 & 16, along with much prayer and encouragement have reminded me that God does have a plan specifically for me, for each of His children. These plans are bound by a goal of glorifying Him, but unique to each of us and our relationships with Him.

Hebrews 11:
6 - "But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that he is, and that He is a rewarder of those who dilligently seek Him."
16 - "But now they desire a better, that is, a heavenly country. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for He has prepared a city for them."

Every morning, there was an early group prayer time. But after a while we would go off separately to spend some one on one time with our Master. During one of these times, He brought to my attention something that had been going on all week, and can still happen every day. It had been raining every morning all week long, and on that particular morning, it was more like deluge. As I sat there under the pavillion, I realized how God was so ready to pour on us. As if the roof of the pavillion didn't exist, He wasn't just ready to drizzle on us... but to POUR. And as we sat there, claiming to be equally as ready for Him to do so, it was like we each had umbrellas; umbrellas to sheild us and stop us from feeling His rain. It's high time to toss out your spiritual umbrella.

At the end of the week, I stumbled across Ezekiel 2 & 3. A section that God used as a final word of encouragement to those who I shared it with and me.
2:6 - "And you son of man, do not be afraid of them, nor be afraid of their words, though briers and thorns are with you and you dwell among scorpions, do not be afraid of their words or dismayed by their looks, though they are a rebellious house."
3:10 - "Moreover He said to me; "Son of man receive into your heart all my words that I speak to you, and hear with your ears. And go get to the captives, to the children of your people, and speak to them and tell them 'Thus says the Lord God,' whether they hear or whether they refuse."

The following week of Kids camp was one of the best ever, in my opinion. Although, I've only been to a few years. It was a well focused week of learning and encouraging some kids who come from some pretty rough households. A humbling experience as well, to see them excited about serving God, regardless of some unbelievable circumstances in their home life. I was privileged to see many of them baptized and drawing nearer to Him.

As for the rest of my summer... well, it was eventful. We took an emergency trip to AR at the end of August, and I discovered that am by no means made for life in the south. Not to mention the fact that AR is quite possibly one of the ugliest states, even by the standards of its residents. It was a nice and long overdue visit with some family, however, so I guess it was worth it. ;)

So, there is at least a re-cap of my summer. Yes, I realize it is now December and that leaves quite a gap in the calendar, but do you really want to know any more boring details? I thought not. But be aware that I adore the Autumn season and I am still reminiscing over it's various successes this year. :)



Until later,

~
"Lord, blow the coal, thy love enflame in me."

A conglameration of thoughts.

Alright, this post isn't going to be overly formal. I suppose that's laziness on my part...but I'm also feeling the last of my time at home slip away... Yes, it's that time of the summer. Everyone seems to be going off to camp or vacation and well, it's my turn. I'll be gone for most of the next two weeks, so I thought I'd at least try to put SOMETHING on here for during my absense. :)

First, I'm finally starting to look forward to camp. That may sound completely ungrateful, but it's true. My way was paid for anonymously; therefore, I was sortof commited to going. It was definitely a blessing and God most certainly was good to me. Plus, the only other girl in our church that is going, is going for the first time to teen camp; and I'd hate to leave her in the lurch. Seriously, the girls in that family have been looking forward to it ALL YEAR. They came to me excitedly about five months ago, asking if I planned on going. xD But it's great to see them so excited...and for the RIGHT reasons.

Camp is always an AMAZING time with God. A great environment to forget everything else and just focus on Him, give Him my undivided attention. But there are two main things about it that have always bothered me. 1)Drama. Endless and (suprisingly) highly sought after DRAMA. Even if you're not caught in the middle of it, it just seems to put a damper on everything. [I have a post that I've been writing and tweaking for a long time now on the subject...problem is, it resembles a rant more than anything. Comment if you think I ought to post it anyway, because I'm undecided.]
2)"The camp experience"....yeah, it's the fever that everyone gets after having a great week depending and focusing on God. Everybody comes back home and for two, maybe three weeks, they're on fire for God. But then, it starts to dwindle, and after a while standards start to decrease and once again we're back at that "low point" where God's shoved off into the sidelines. I've feared and hated that fever ever since my first year of camp. It just seems like we're being so deceptive to God. I mean, obviously He sees our hearts and knows what's going on, but meh... It's just grrrr.... So anyway, my goal is and has been to "get real" with God; any prayers that I could keep my eyes on Him during the week would be greatly appreciated. :)

Despite those two things...like I said, I'm getting excited. God is so ready to burst forth into Jess's life and I can see that. I feel really priveleged to be going with her see what awesomeness God has in store. ;)

Ah yes, there was one last thing I wanted to mention. Last night I was reading in Lamentations. I just really wanted to share the chapter with you because it really touched and encouraged me, hopefully it does the same for you. It reminded me of how much He really loves and adores us. Reading it was like getting a big warm fatherly hug from Him. It talks about God's wrath when we rebel against Him, but then Jeremiah recalls the time when he was in persecution and affliction. He CRIED out like a frightened child at night, and God soothingly answered... "Do not fear!"
I recently went through a situation where I was reminded that I can truly depend on God, I was forced to look to Him alone for support...and it definately changed my outlook on my relationship with Him. The really interesting part to me is that I read Jeremiah 26-29 and it was just like everything in there was exactly how I felt. The verses in lamentations (starting w/55) look to me like Jeremiah is recalling that specific time and remembering how great and merciful God is.

He cares, He knows, He's there...and ready to answer.

I know it's kindof long, but do enjoy it. ;)

1 I am the man who has seen affliction by the rod of His wrath.
2 He has led me and made me walk
In darkness and not in light.
3 Surely He has turned His hand against me
Time and time again throughout the day.
4 He has aged my flesh and my skin,
And broken my bones.
5 He has besieged me
And surrounded me with bitterness and woe.
6 He has set me in dark places
Like the dead of long ago.
7 He has hedged me in so that I cannot get out;
He has made my chain heavy.
8 Even when I cry and shout,
He shuts out my prayer.
9 He has blocked my ways with hewn stone;
He has made my paths crooked.
10 He has been to me a bear lying in wait,
Like a lion in ambush.
11 He has turned aside my ways and torn me in pieces;
He has made me desolate.
12 He has bent His bow
And set me up as a target for the arrow.
13 He has caused the arrows of His quiver
To pierce my loins.
14 I have become the ridicule of all my people—
Their taunting song all the day.
15 He has filled me with bitterness,
He has made me drink wormwood.
16 He has also broken my teeth with gravel,
And covered me with ashes.
17 You have moved my soul far from peace;
I have forgotten prosperity.
18 And I said, “My strength and my hope
Have perished from the LORD.”
19 Remember my affliction and roaming,
The wormwood and the gall.
20 My soul still remembers
And sinks within me.
21 This I recall to my mind,
Therefore I have hope.
22 Through the LORD’s mercies we are not consumed,
Because His compassions fail not.
23 They are new every morning;
Great is Your faithfulness.
24 “ The LORD is my portion,” says my soul,
“ Therefore I hope in Him!”
25 The LORD is good to those who wait for Him,
To the soul who seeks Him.
26 It is good that one should hope and wait quietly
For the salvation of the LORD.
27 It is good for a man to bear
The yoke in his youth.
28 Let him sit alone and keep silent,
Because God has laid it on him;
29 Let him put his mouth in the dust—
There may yet be hope.
30 Let him give his cheek to the one who strikes him,
And be full of reproach.
31 For the Lord will not cast off forever.
32 Though He causes grief,
Yet He will show compassion
According to the multitude of His mercies.
33 For He does not afflict willingly,
Nor grieve the children of men.
34 To crush under one’s feet
All the prisoners of the earth,
35 To turn aside the justice due a man
Before the face of the Most High,
36 Or subvert a man in his cause—
The Lord does not approve.
37 Who is he who speaks and it comes to pass,
When the Lord has not commanded it?
38 Is it not from the mouth of the Most High
That woe and well-being proceed?
39 Why should a living man complain,
A man for the punishment of his sins?
40 Let us search out and examine our ways,
And turn back to the LORD;
41 Let us lift our hearts and hands
To God in heaven.
42 We have transgressed and rebelled;
You have not pardoned.
43 You have covered Yourself with anger
And pursued us;
You have slain and not pitied.
44 You have covered Yourself with a cloud,
That prayer should not pass through.
45 You have made us an offscouring and refuse
In the midst of the peoples.
46 All our enemies
Have opened their mouths against us.
47 Fear and a snare have come upon us,
Desolation and destruction.
48 My eyes overflow with rivers of water
For the destruction of the daughter of my people.
49 My eyes flow and do not cease,
Without interruption,
50 Till the LORD from heaven
Looks down and sees.
51 My eyes bring suffering to my soul
Because of all the daughters of my city.
52 My enemies without cause
Hunted me down like a bird.
53 They silenced my life in the pit
And threw stones at me.
54 The waters flowed over my head;
I said, “I am cut off!”
55 I called on Your name, O LORD,
From the lowest pit.
56 You have heard my voice:
“ Do not hide Your ear
From my sighing, from my cry for help.”
57 You drew near on the day I called on You,
And said, “Do not fear!”
58 O Lord, You have pleaded the case for my soul;
You have redeemed my life.
59 O LORD, You have seen how I am wronged;
Judge my case.
60 You have seen all their vengeance,
All their schemes against me.
61 You have heard their reproach, O LORD,
All their schemes against me,
62 The lips of my enemies
And their whispering against me all the day.
63 Look at their sitting down and their rising up;
I am their taunting song.
64 Repay them, O LORD,
According to the work of their hands.
65 Give them a veiled heart;
Your curse be upon them!
66 In Your anger,
Pursue and destroy them
From under the heavens of the LORD.
[NKJV]

Jeremiah 6

15- “'Were they ashamed when they had committed abomination? No! They were not at all ashamed; nor did they know how to blush. Therefore they shall fall among those who fall; at that time I will punish them, they shall be cast down,’ says the Lord.”

This entire chapter particularly struck me because it is written to a select group of people. Its application isn’t directed towards the obvious non-believer or non-Christian; instead, it is to a category of Christians who serve God and have accepted Him, yet their tolerance has caused them to stumble. Then, realizing that they were/are starting to drift in the wrong direction, they’ve walked “by the way” and “into the field” (vs. 25) rather than keeping to the path and plan that God has laid out. They tried to make amends…but not really. It says in verse 14, “They have also healed the hurt of my people slightly saying ‘Peace peace!’ when there is no peace.” That verse, using the adverb “slightly”, doesn’t mean that they made peace with God and His people “part of the way.” In my opinion, it was as if their heart wasn’t purely right. Drop one letter off of the word and it becomes “lightly,” which is really the attitude I saw in the passage. They aren’t taking their “peace-making” with God very seriously. But He is the almighty, omnipotent, and powerful Creator – He needs to be taken seriously! So He’s confronting them; about what? Their flexibility. They’re not heeding His word and partly due to being “calloused.”

The simple, yet so very complex truth is that we are all mirrors. Mirrors show/reflect what’s around us, the company that we keep. The attitudes of others penetrate our lives way more than we think; and the “company” being reflected may not always be human. I’m not talking about extra-terrestrial life…I mean companions like movies, music, books, whatever – we reflect those too. So if those things or the friends we hang out with are constantly reflected by us, they tend to soak in, little by little. With that, our comfort level changes and suddenly “certain little sins” aren’t so bad anymore. A friend and I briefly talked about the issue of modesty, something that God’s really been working with me on. She works in a “touristy” place and sees a lot of summer vacationers trying to “keep cool” in the hot weather by wearing less. It really impressed her to see a young lady dressed with the INTENTION of being modest. “People just don’t blush anymore!” she exclaimed. This passage, especially verse 15, obviously deals with much of the same issue. Sin is no longer a shame; it’s a way/part of life. Christians are told to basically just “deal with it.”

It’s the problem that arises when we tolerate sin, rather than fleeing it. “Flee youthful lusts,” Paul said to Timothy, “Pursue righteousness” instead. When I posted about purity and innocence, I encouraged you to be PROUD of the purity Christ’s death allowed us. I don’t mean a lack of humility; just that we should make a stand and be a light, not hide under a mask of unrighteousness. The same thing goes here. We need to be willing and ready to say “no.”[<-yeah, that’s a loaded phrase nowadays. >.<] Get out of the companionship of sin so that we can regain sensitivity to it, because the Lord’s mercy won’t last forever(Psalm 103), even though He loves us as His dear children. “Hear, o earth! Behold I will certainly bring calamity on this people – the fruit of their thoughts, because they have not heeded My words, nor My law, but rejected it.”(verse 19) Our thoughts have fruit, whether we like it or not. So if our minds are dwelling on ungodly things, it’s going to show up, whether it’s in our relationship with God, or our relationships with others.

My pastor’s wife recently gave me a brilliant illustration about what happens when we tolerate sin. Think of cinnamon and sugar, two separate and markedly different looking(and tasting) substances. What happens when you mix them? Well, even if it’s just a LITTLE cinnamon, the sugar has lost its pure white color and they make something entirely different. Once they’re mixed together, you can’t really tell a difference between the two. That’s EXACTLY what is happening in this chapter. – “Therefore they shall fall among those who fall.” If we look and act just like those who aren’t even professing to live for God, we share an equal fate. If our standards are the same, and our judgment the same, so will be the outcome of our judgment. So now, maybe with the slight flavor of witty retort, we might think, “Well duh! I’m a Christian. Of course I’m not supposed to be surrounded by and reflecting such filth!” But think harder. In full, verse 25 says, “Do not go out into the field, nor walk by the way. Because of the sword of the enemy, fear is on every side.” Have you ever been in a situation where it felt like that sword of the enemy was poised on your throat; where you would be committing “social suicide” not to just give in and blend in…or maybe…even just tolerate? Those are the times when the straight and narrow way seems utterly impossible. Although fear may be suffocating us, we’ve got to take comfort in heading God’s word. Fear of the Lord should always outweigh any selfishly based fear. As I’ve said many times before, all this doesn’t mean we should shun or abandon anyone who is isn’t “pure.” That’s just not even strategic. Our fear of God should COMPEL us to come alongside and minister to those people.

“But you shall receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; you shall be witnesses to Me in Jerusalem and in all Judea and Samaria and to the end of the earth.” -Acts 1:8

There’s a big difference between tolerating and loving and ministering to someone. “How can there be a lack of love in tolerance?” Well, if you truly love someone, are you really going to let them continue in something that will ultimately cost them the opportunity of eternity with God?
Also, our obedience and zeal for upholding the things of Lord effect way more people than we think. I’ve been shocked recently to discover just how much our neighbor knows about us, just from observing us from his yard [yeah, slightly creepy to me too]. We’ve been talking and visiting with him more often. But it brought to my attention the fact that, although they may not say anything, people pay pretty close attention to you, whether it’s your clothes, your language, or your attitude…you name it, they watch for it! If they’re a non-believer, it certainly doesn’t add any brownie points to your case for Christ if they know or even just think that you’re a backsliding hypocrite. Even worse, in my opinion, baby-christians or newly converted Christians may be looking to you for an example. How sad if they should be led in the wrong direction just because we didn’t want to be the “odd man out” and decided to tolerate sin. It’s unhealthy for them as well as us and our relationship with God.

Vs 29-30 – “The bellows blow fiercely, the lead is consumed by the fire; the smelter refines in vain, for the wicked are not drawn off. People will call them rejected silver, because the Lord has rejected them.”

“Rejected silver.” Remember how precious we are to God? He formed each of us and as any father would, he most certainly wants to be close to us – to guide and protect us. But when we allow the impurities to get integrated into us, and then refuse to face up to it, making lame cover-ups of “peace,” the Smelter works in vain. What was created with a plan of beauty and worth becomes ugly, weak, and worthless. <- Some pretty harsh words, but how else do can you define rejected silver? It’s like the salt that loses its flavor and therefore its purpose, becoming fit for no more than to be trampled underfoot by lowly mankind [Matt. 5] . That’s pretty sad loss. Especially since He’s trying to refine us, the bellows are blowing fiercely; but unless we consciously choose to sacrifice ourselves and cling to Him rather than evil, it’s in vain. Sacrifice can be so difficult, whether it’s sacrificing wealth, or hopes and dreams that aren’t according to His purpose. But think of it this way: When I stand before God, there’s no way I’m going to say, “Oh, I wish I hadn’t done that one thing for You, God,” or “Aww man! I wish I hadn’t made that one sacrifice for You.” No. Every possible opportunity to glorify God and even sacrifice for Him, is SO worth taking advantage of! And we can rejoice in a position that allows us to do so because that IS our intended purpose.

If you were to take a quick glance at yourself what do you think you would see? Would you see someone who was always ready to stand up for what’s righteous; or someone who is flexible and easily bending with the waves of society, the waves that take sin lightly and force tolerance on those who don’t stand firmly on the Word of the Lord?

Jeremiah 6:16- “Thus says the Lord: ‘Stand in the ways and see, and ask for the old paths, where the good way is, and walk in it; then you will find rest for your souls’…”

Priceless Purity and Innocence

“Dear Princess,” he responded, “few treasures are so easily lost as thy purity – yet few so important to keep.”

Purity is a subject that has been heavy on my heart lately. And I don’t really mean sexual purity, because while that is an important goal/attribute, most of us already know about it and hear about it on a regular basis. My thoughts have been focused on inner purity- purity of motives and desire.

The above quote is from a book I recently began reading called Before You Meet Prince Charming. It’s a book directed towards young girls (about 11-15) and the call to have radiant purity. Kayla and I have decided to study scripture and a few other texts together so that hopefully, in the near future, we can lead a study with younger girls in our homeschool group and churches. I’m really looking forward to it as a time to build up my relationship with her, the young girls, and most importantly- God.

In Before You Meet Prince Charming, the author throws in a few sections of a “fairy tale” about a young(16), innocent princess who has been protected and adored by her father, the King. One day, she began to question if there was something wrong with her innocence – “But if I never experience the real world, I fear I will never fit in.”

[According to Random House Dictionary of the English Language - College Edition...]
Innocence: n. 1. The quality or state of being innocent; freedom from sin or moral wrong. 2. Chastity or purity “She has not lost her innocence.” 3. Freedom from legal or specific wrong; guiltlessness. 4. Simplicity; guiltlessness; ingeniousness. 5. Lack of knowledge or understanding naïveté of an unworldly person. 6. Harmlessness; innocuousness...
[For the rest of this post, try to think of the word “innocent” as including ALL those definitions of the word, unless I specifically describe one definition. You can throw rocks at me later if you really disagree, but that’s the viewpoint I’ve taken through this study. ]

Innocence (in the sense of sheltered innocence) is looked on in such a negative light. It’s true, we shouldn’t separate ourselves from the world because we need to experience it and be able to connect with others on a reasonable level in order to be effective spreading the Gospel. But being innocent can also mean being blameless, or guiltless. God washes away our sin and restores us – even makes us brand new creatures, but we are supposed to maintain and keep that purity to the best of our abilities. Placing yourself in a situation that could potentially lead to sin isn’t excusable just because “I need to connect with others and understand them.” Pure light is not meant to be covered up by even a façade of ungodliness; it’s supposed to stand on a pedestal to shine into the lives of others.
“You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do they light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a lampstand and it gives light to all who are in the house. Let your light so shine before men that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven.” (Matthew 5:14-16)

Experience with pain and trials is not what I’m saying we should be "innocent" about; because those, in most cases, DO have meaning and potential. We aren’t supposed to bury our head in the sand and look for shelter every time a trial arises in our life. No. Those are the times when we need to rely on God to direct us, point out our weaknesses in our relationship with Him, and help us learn from it – grow and be strengthened. 2 Corinthians 12:9 – “And He said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ’s sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong.”

The pure innocence of a child is beautiful, not shameful, and it isn’t biased. A child who is truly innocent won’t seem so in front of some people and not in front of others. While it’s tempting, we can’t allow ourselves, as children of the King, to be “pure” in only one section of our lives. After all, God sees every piece to the puzzle, not just the pretty ones.

Motive is where I’ve recently questioned my own purity; and to my dismay and frustration, I discovered that it wasn’t as pure as I’d allowed myself to believe. Giving your heart to God is best source of protection, comfort, and peace that you can ever hope for. I was disappointed to realize that I had allowed pieces of my own heart, which I knew God was asking me to give entirely to Him, to be chipped away. What is more fulfilling than loving and having a relationship with God? Nothing; yet I, in the past, had become discontent and ended up losing even a small portion of what could have been given over to Him as whole and –well, pure. But now, through His grace, I’ve been remade and no longer need to feel unworthy to enter His presence. (<- A post on that subject coming soon :D )

So, my point, which I went way off on a terrible rabbit trail to explain (sorry), is this – Even if we know that our purity and innocence before God has already been tainted or maybe even shattered, He is ready to wash it away completely. Then, – coming back to the quote – we need to KEEP it as the priceless treasure that it is. When I think about how important it is for us to please and remain purely beautiful in the sight of the Lord, I can’t help but wonder how we could risk that purity, which He loves, for things that are temporary and don’t really matter. “For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.” It’s easy to get caught up in impure things because we think under “finite” terms. Pressure to sin and desire for popularity, wealth, and attention are RIGHT THERE in front of us; but God? He’s way of in the distance – you know, eternity. :P The thing is, He is INFINITE. Infinite doesn’t just mean He goes on forever in the future, it means that He is without boundary. “Jesus Christ, the same yesterday, today, and forever.” (Hebrews 13:8) We TALK to Him daily, constantly (or should anyways) and we can FEEL His presence, we can SEE His wondrous miracles. So why do we act as if He doesn’t see the sin in our lives right now? The lyrics to a beautiful song remind me of the kind of attitude I want to have toward my walk with Him. “I don’t want to talk about You like You’re not in the room. I want to look right at You. I want to sing right to You.” As a friend recently testified to me: “No more secret sin!” Admit it and do you and your Creator a huge favor by handing it over. He’s not going to condemn you; He’s going to be overjoyed to relieve a burden off of His beloved child’s back.

Stop for a second and think about where our purity –our light- comes from. It’s because of our redemption through Him that we can be white as snow, He commanded the light to shine on and out from us. “For it is the God who commanded light to shine out of us, who has shone in our hearts to give the light of knowledge and of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.” – 2 Corinthians 4:6. Our purity, while it is cherished and respected by the people around us, can never be as adored as it is by the One who gave His son that we might achieve it. Protect and be proud of your purity. Don’t let your shield of faith lower, along with your standards and zeal for serving God. Or if you haven’t already, there is no better time than right now to attain purity, to be redeemed and saved by the blood of Jesus. I encourage you to discover the fulfillment and hope that comes from a personal relationship with Someone who loves you and finds you so precious that He gave His only son to die on a cross…just to save YOU; so that you can dwell with Him in heaven for eternity. “Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant seeking beautiful pearls, who, when he had found one of great price, went and sold all that he had and bought it.” - Matthew 13:45

John 14:23 – “Jesus answered and said to him, “If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word; and My Father will love him, and We will come to him and make our home with him.”